NCJ V3 – CMU

I made a new “version” of my blog.
It’s now called V4 – CMU2 (Start of Sophomore year soon!)

New blog! I’ll officially start blogging after finals…

Feelings

Today… I just don’t feel well.
I wonder why… It’s been a bad month for me. December, Christmas, New Years.. it should be all good… What’s wrong though.. I don’t know…

It’s 2:34 am, it’s still taking me effort to sleep… *sigh*

Insomnia should DIE

I think I can start “my life” with a little disgraceful setting that I frequently experience these days. 

Today (or should I say yesterday), I was going to bed at 10:00 pm…
I was simply moving around in my new 1.6 meter wide bed from one side to another, hating that sensation of your bed getting warm due to your body heat, looking for “cold spots.”
At one point, I simply said “ENOUGH!” and got up and noticed how Ryan called me twice and left a voicemail. I listened to what he said, called him back, SMS him and tried to sleep again.
Again, with no success.

After what seemed to be infinity of bustling around, I noticed how my usual Korean radio show that I listened in the night didn’t sound right. I was wondering if they changed the radio schedules. I got up, walked towards my computer and turned the monitor on, to see in horror, the time it is now: 5:06 am. (This is when I notice the birds chirping outside)

If today was school day, I’d probably hop into the shower, get dressed and have a tranquil breakfast for once. However, all have failed as this is Christmas break and there is no reward for getting up (or shall I say staying up) so early.

I have reached a point where sleeping pills simply decided not to work and sleeping at night became my fear of the day.

Anyone know a way to cure insomnia? To name a few urban myths, I tried the warm milk drinking, put an apple cut in half and boiled it for exactly 3 minutes and drank the “tea brew,” tried having nice peach tea in the middle of the night, tried staying awake for 2 full days (which did occur and still no sleep), counted sheep (to 514 and gave up)….

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!